Quick Update

I've been MIA for so long. This Surgery rotation has literally drained every single ounce of my energy.

I knew I said the same about my Medicine rotation back in December, but this rotation has definitely topped that one by far. I've worked with some of the rudest, most arrogant people and I'm just tired of being with residents who clearly don't value my time or want me there. I feel like I'm paying so much money to be in this school, but I'm getting treated like a joke/like I'm stupid and not learning as much as I should be. It's okay though, I've decided to just bite my tongue, keep quiet, and suck it up for two more days. I haven't had time to do anything remotely fun or keep up with life things. All my time is spent in the OR from 5am-7pm and and then studying in the library afterwards for two exams. I'm pretty sure I'm not going to do well on either exam, but at this point I just want to be done with a Passing grade. That's how fed up I am...I'm not even motivated to delusion myself into thinking that I'm going to do well in this block.

But anyway. My last day of this rotation is Wednesday and we have Thursday to study for our exams on Friday. I am SO excited, I really need to be done with this terrible terrible rotation. I have some blog posts planned out and I cannot wait to get back into the swing of things, including getting back to track with my health. This rotation was my last toughie, so I am dun-zo soon! Two more days...two more days....whew think calm thoughts....