Skinny Jeans Challenge: Results

Sunday, April 24, 2016



Good (Sunday) morning everybody! I wanted to update y'all on my skinny jeans challenge results. Overall, I'd say that it was a successful three weeks! Definitely not perfect, but a great start towards adopting healthy lifestyle measures. By the end of even the first week, my skinny jeans fit! I'm super happy that I lost enough weight/water weight to fit into the jeans I bought, but I think there is definitely room for improvement. Let me go over how things went week to week. In case you didn't read my initial post, my goal was to make a series of lifestyle changes to help me fit into the pair of Lee's skinny jeans I bought at Kohl's. These included eating no more than 1500 calories/day, eating less than 2,000mg of sodium per day, balancing carbs/fats/protein intake each day, drinking 8 glasses of water per day, and exercising 5x/week. Yes I know, that's a lottt of stuff to change in just a few weeks! By no means did I expect to follow all of these "rules" to a T, I think I managed to do a decent job and stuck very close to these parameters.

Week 1
So the first week was great, as it always is. I managed to eat within 1500 calories each day, ate a balanced fat/carbs/protein diet, drank around 6 cups of water each day, and exercised 4 times during the week. My sodium was a tad higher than what I wanted, going upwards of about 2,300mg on a couple days. However, I was really happy that I was able to meet my other numbers really closely. By the end of the week, I was able to zip and button the jeans I had bought from Kohl's, which I wasn't able to do just a week prior! Not only did the jeans fit, but I also noticed that eating healthier, drinking more water, and exercising definitely boosted my energy significantly. I realized that I didn't need coffee first thing in the morning and that I was able to concentrate in class without it. Drinking water is something that reaaaaallly helps, especially if you have a lot of bloat like me. Even if you have a hard time following a strict diet, drinking at least 6 cups of water a day helps reduce some of that water weight, makes you less bloated, which just makes you feel a lot lighter and "skinnier".

Week 2
Alright so the second week is always the hardest. My first week was excellent, but my cheat day was Sunday of that week. I'm a firm believer that every dieter should have a cheat day that they can eat anything they want, just so that they don't jump off the healthy lifestyle bandwagon because they feel deprived. However, the biggest problem with cheat days is that it can be really really hard to go back to eating healthy again the next day. That's what happened this week. Although I was eating relatively well and didn't have any binge eating episodes, I did not exercise at all this week. My salt intake went a little higher than usual and I found myself making excuses to abandon my diet and just "eat those fries" even though they were covered in fat and salt. Not good! I was having some relationship issues, but that doesn't excuse my diet derailing. Overall though, I managed to keep my intake at 1,500 calories on 4/7 days this week, and ended up cheating on 3 of the days.

Week 3
Ultimately, you have to realize that part of adopting a healthy lifestyle is to accept the mistakes, learn from them, move on, and try to avoid them in the future. Although I might have messed up my diet last week, I shook it off and started fresh this past Sunday. I went back and reviewed where I went wrong and tried to stay clear of them this week. And I'm doing pretty well! I've exercised 4x already this week (going to be 5 this afternoon) and my diet is again calorie and sodium controlled. As far as weight loss, I don't know exactly how much I've lost since I don't like weighing myself. I can tell that I have lost some weight based on how my clothes fit -- the skinny jeans fit, my other jeans seem a bit looser, and my face seems less full. However, the benefits I get from a higher self-confidence, stamina, and energy are invaluable. I feel so much lighter, healthier, and happier when I do eat healthy and exercise. I've found that I really enjoy cooking and coming up with healthy meals to make for myself. As silly as it sounds, it combines my love of cooking and shopping, and I find it fun instead of draining. Pinterest has been a great source for quick recipes, and I may do a post on that soon!

The Low-Down on Food
I wanted to write a bit more about what I've been eating on my diet. I've been tracking all of my food intake on the MyFitnessPal app. I love that thing! For my main meals, I have been making them all at home. Although I'm able to cook more right now because I have more free time, I realized that taking one day during the weekend or week to make big batches of breakfast and dinner for the week really helps. For example, last Sunday I made my own healthy breakfast sandwiches for the entire week. For dinner, I've found a ton of great healthy recipes on Pinterest. Some of my favorite discoveries have been oven-baked chicken fajitas, baked chicken parmesan, and coconut curry chicken. For lunch, I usually just reheat and eat a serving of these dinners I made these all from scratch so I could control how much sodium, fat, and carb goes into each dish. Honestly, I found that even though most of these dishes only had 300-400mg of sodium per serving and lots of protein with little fat and carbs, they were still heavy on the flavor! Cooking at home has saved me so much money and helped me discover a new hobby! It's definitely healthier than take-out or frozen dinners. However, I know that things can really get busy sometimes, leaving you with no time to cook. For those days, I love keeping some "back-up meals" in the freezer and pantry. This requires some time hunting for healthy options at the grocery store, since a lot of boxed and frozen dinners contain tons and tons of salt and fat. Right now, my favorite backup meal is the Trader Joe's Shittake Mushroom and Chicken. It's a frozen chicken dish that only takes roughly 10-15 mins to cook, but it's healthy, especially when paired with brown rice, and the sauce comes on the side. I only use half the sauce packet and find that it's still very flavorful at only 400mg sodium  and 20g protein per serving. Another favorite pantry item is Annie's Macaroni and Cheese with Trader Joe's Turkey Meatballs. Although it's slightly higher on the sodium, it's a great comfort food and still relatively nutritionally balanced. I also love reheating chicken nuggets when I'm in a rush, and the Trader Joe's Chicken Drummelas are the healthiest nuggets I have found on the market -- 4 nuggets carry 15g of protein with only 240mg of sodium. I love pairing these up with some Alexia Sweet Potato Fries. If you do have a busy lifestyle and can't always cook at home, I encourage you to see if there is a Trader Joe's in your neighborhood and if there is, check out their frozen aisle. They have the best frozen foods section by far at very affordable prices! They even have recipe ideas on each label at the store, if you need a little bit more inspiration :)

Snacking is something that I'm very guilty of and has been the death of diets in the past. So I knew I had to spend some time at the grocery store finding good snacking alternatives. I'm veeery picky when it comes to snacks too! I have a huge salt tooth, so I love salty and crunchy snacks. One of my faaaaavorites has been the Brown Rice Triscuits with Sea Salt and Cracked Pepper -- I featured these in my last monthly favorites. They taste soooo good by themselves but go great with cheddar cheese or hummus on top too. The Tostitos Oven Baked Scoops satisfy my chip craving without adding a ton of calories, fat, or salt. Lastly, my recent discovery has been the Trader Joe's Reduced Guilt Air-Popped Popcorn that has very little butter and salt, but still packs a ton of crunch and flavor. This is my favorite late-night snack since I can eat a ton of these for very little calories. I also made sure to eat one serving of fruit and one greek yogurt every single day as a snack. I stay away from nuts because they just don't fill me up and are high on the fat and calories.

Lastly, water intake is something that I've found to be very important. Like I mentioned above, it reduces all that bloat and if you do go a little high on sodium one day, drinking water helps flush it out. I used to haaaate drinking water, but I keep one of those tumblers around me when I'm home and sip on it throughout the day. I try to drink two tumbler-fulls for a total of 6 glasses per day. Or, if I know I'm going to be out in class or something all day, I carry around a 33oz plastic water bottle that gives me 4 glasses of water per bottle. I find that having larger bottles of water help because you don't have to refill them as much. Another thing I've been wanting to try is fruit-infused waters, which I hear is another trick to help fulfill your daily water requirements.

The Low-Down on Exercise
Exercise is something that I've always hated. The thought of driving to the gym, spending 30 minutes huffing and puffing, and the thought of more fit gym-goers judging you always drove me to skip the gym and just sit at home watching Netflix. So yes, I know how hard it can be going to the gym when you're overweight like I am. However, realize that everyone who is at the gym is there for a reason -- to make themselves feel and look better. Some people want to gain muscle, others want to lose weight. There is nothing wrong with you being at the gym -- in fact it shows your motivation and dedication! Plus, there is always one other overweight person at the gym, so you're never alone. I've found that exercise has soooo many other health benefits than just helping you lose weight. Even though I've only been exercising for 2 weeks now, I feel like I have more stamina, more energy, and just a more positive attitude. I try to do cardio 3-4x/week for 30 minutes each -- mainly the elliptical, but sometimes a high incline walk on the treadmill or a YouTube cardio workout. And then 1-2x/week, I do a body-toning workout, usually one I found on Youtube. I've been loving Ellen Barrett's Burn & Firm Pilates, but there's countless other ones. Fitness Blender have over 500 videos of different lengths, target areas, and levels, so if you're bored of your current routine, check out their page! Oh, and if you do miss a day (or hell, even a week) of workout, don't beat yourself up for it. Instead, get back to it on the next day and try to stick to a routine. You are your only judge.


I hope that post was useful! I'm hoping to continue this journey for the next few weeks. I will definitely update this blog on my I progress since the middle weeks of a diet are often tough and where many people go back to their bad eating habits. But I hope everyone has a wonderful, happy weekend!

Ulta Haul ♥

Sunday, April 17, 2016


Hey everyone, hope you are all having an excellent weekend. I, for one, have had a pretty lousy weekend :( Lots of shitty stuff happened, and I just felt like de-stressing and writing a bit on this beautiful Sunday. The sunshine outside has honestly been my saving grace today! Given my crappy weekend, I decided to go ahead and do some stress-shopping at Ulta this afternoon. I was actually quite proud of myself for behaving and not getting every little thing I eyed. I also spent $62 at Sephora last weekend on a YSL lipstick and eye cream (post soon...maybe?) so I had a bit of a tighter budget. I also had a few Ulta coupons and some of the products above were on sale, which brought my total down to $30 for all these goodies!

A good chunk of this haul was actually skincare items. Especially, moisturizers. I've never had issues with dry skin, but my skin's been scaly and patchy over the past few weeks and in desperate need of some moisturizing. I absolutely hateeeee applying body lotion because it leaves my hands so greasy and yucky, so I decided to try out the Nivea Cocoa Butter In-Shower Body Lotion. I'm hoping it really does work and hydrates my scaly skin! I also needed some more hand cream for my backpack, so I picked up the Pacifica Malibu Lemon Blossom Hand Cream. It's thick and moisturizing like my favorite Body Shop hand lotions, at a reasonable price of $9, and smells soooooo yummy and perfect for the spring season. Plus, how cute is the tube? Lastly in the moisturizing department, I got the cult classic EOS Smooth Sphere Lip Balm in Strawberry Sorbet. Let's be honest, I'm a sucker for anything packaged in pink, and I love strawberry-scented things. I've gotten sick of my Burt's Bees lip balm and so decided it was time to finally invest in this baby. I tried it in the car and it smells sooooo good, exactly like a strawberry milkshake. This is one lip balm I'm sure to be sporting all spring and summer.

I also picked up a few other bits and bobs. I needed an eye makeup remover, but they were all out of my usual Neutrogena Eye Makeup Remover. However, the Simple Cleansing Micellar Water was on sale and I decided to give it a go because of all the rave and hype I've heard about this product on Youtube and beauty blogs. I also got a pack of my favorite Ulta Premium Round Cotton Pads to use the micellar water with. I normally just clean my skin with Simple Makeup Wipes at night, but I wanted to get something that cleaned my skin deeper. I don't like using my St. Ives Green Tea Scrub more than once a day, since it is quite exfoliating and you generally shouldn't use a scrub more than once a day if that. Since the Simple wipes do a  good job at taking off my makeup and don't break me out, I'm hoping that the Simple Cleansing Micellar Water will work with my skin. Lastly, I got some makeup products to try out. The NYX Cosmetics Glitter Primer is something I've had my eye on for a while. I own a ton of glittery pressed eyeshadows, but I hate that they never stick on eyelids and fall out over the course of the day. That includes my L'Oreal Infallible Eyeshadows. So I'm hoping that this glitter primer is tacky enough to keep those types of shadows on all day with minimal fallout. And lastly, I've been obsessed with wearing smudged brown eyeliner on a lazy makeup day. I love the NYX retractable eyeliners so I decided to pick up the NYX Cosmetics Retractable Eyeliner in Bronze, which is a beautiful bronzy color with a ton of sparkle. It looks like it would be perfect for everyday looks.

There you go, my stress-shopping Ulta haul. I'll have my updates from the Skinny Jeans challenge sometime this week or next week. It was a bit crazy last week, which is why I have to wait another week before posting the results. They will be up soon I promise :) Have a wonderful rest of the weekend!

Reflections: When Friends Betray

Wednesday, April 6, 2016


I really wanted to sit down and write today. April has not been a good month so far. I've been dealing with a lot of stress and a series of bad things after bad things. Today was one of those days. I got deeply hurt by someone I considered to be a good friend. I have not been hurt this much since the end of my freshman year in college, when I heard that my roommate had been talking shit about me behind my back. That was a really rough time for me and sparked my depression back in sophomore year of college. This time, someone who I considered to be one of my good friends in medical school really, really hurt me deeply. I don't want to give someone like her more attention than they deserve on this blog, but suffice it to say that this girl really hurt me and made a mockery out of our friendship. In class today, she invited all of our good friends and acquaintances to wine night, and was eagerly talking about who else to invite with another girl. I was sitting right next to her and never received an invitation whilst they were talking about how half the class was going. Hell, she even invited my roommate and one of my best friends right in front of me, and never mentioned one word to me. And to top things off, she had the audacity to ask me to dinner at Whole Foods. What a fucking bitch.

I've come to learn that you have to forgive these sorts of things in life, and then move on from them. Even though she will still remain a friend, the level of trust, respect, and confidence I had in this person just shattered completely. I've been reading Maria Menounos's "EveryGirl's Guide to Life" book, and one of the things she talks about having a "Sunshine Committee" full of people who support you and encourage you positively, while avoiding vampires who drain your energy and emotions. I can definitely relate to that, and while I may not have a "Girl Squad" or that indispensable group of best friends, I'm very grateful to have a few cherished friends who have stuck with me over the years, respect me, and love me the way I am.

This incident made me reflect on my coping mechanisms. In the past, I would've immediately gone to the closest fast food chain and ordered a 3,000 calorie meal. Binge eating disorder really sucks, hah. I took a step back today and told myself I would not do that. I went to the gym this morning, and it would really suck to undo all that work. Even if I hadn't exercised, I still want to develop healthier coping mechanisms instead of binge eating every time I'm stressed. Instead of eating my feelings, I decided to decompress a little. I browsed the Internet, searching for articles on reacting to friends and loved ones who hurt you. Sure, I cried. I'm very emotional and try my best to be a good soul, and when someone breaks my trust and betrays me, I naturally get very upset. I then proceeded to make myself some comfort food that was within 500 calories -- I opted for one of my favorites, the Annie's Shells & Aged Cheese. Salty, but not too high in calories and fat. I then texted one of my best friends, who is incredibly kind, and set up a weekend lunch date with her. Hell, I even texted my friend and planned a trip to DC with her to see some of my other college friends. Surrounding yourself with positive people is very, very important when you're depressed. Another thing that helps me is writing. I'm not the best writer, but since I'm not a confrontational person and often avoid relaying my feelings to other people, blogging is a safe place where I can project my feelings without any repercussions. After I write, I may brew myself a cup of tea, take a hot shower, watch some Netflix, or drive somewhere. Shopping is a great remedy too, but not for a tight-budgeted girl like me! In the end, you have to remember that you have to forgive yourself and your friend, because that's the only way to move on. Life is a series of valuable lessons learned and how you react to tough situations. Everyone has been let down by friends before. I don't believe in keeping negative people in your life, but at the same time I don't think it's wise to build a wall around yourself and kick everyone out the second they jump the line.

Like I said, she will always be my friend that I will hangout with, write cards to, and heck maybe even visit sometime during residency. However, she will no longer be considered one of my good friends or trustworthy friends. Never again will I text her when I want to vent. Never again will I tell her intimate details about sensitive stuff in my life, like dating, my family, my health, etc. One rule I've come to learn is true is that people who talk smack on other people and friends in front of you definitely talk smack about you with other people. This girl definitely has talked shit about me behind my back, just like my college roommate did, which very very hurtful. Just like Maria's Sunshine Committee, I too have a set of wonderful best friends, family members, and colleagues who have been with me through thick and thin and continue to positively encourage me in their own way. It's important to stay close to these people and keep people who have hurt you at a safe distance. Is this going to change the way I interact with other friends and people? Of course not. I treat people the way I want to be treated and if other people cannot respect that, it's fine. The most important thing is to love yourself no matter what. Self-esteem is something nobody has the right to take away from you. I've learned over the last 25 years of my life that people don't define you. You define you. Don't let shit like this bring you down. It's not worth it. 

Skinny Jeans Challenge!

Saturday, April 2, 2016


Happy April everyone! Still so hard to believe that this year is flying by so fast. Before you know it, I'll be starting my new life in New York. Agh, the feels. I had yesterday afternoon off and decided to walk around Kohl's, one of my favorite stores. I was in there for two hours! As you've noticed, I don't really talk about fashion too much on this blog. The main reason for that is my terrible self-esteem around my body. It's no secret that my weight's ballooned up in the past two years due to my binge eating disorder. My fashion sense is totally horrendous and most days I'm in my favorite LC leggings and an oversized top. I barely ever wear jeans anymore because none of them fit anymore -- yes I know really really sad. Last time I was at Kohl's shopping for jeans, I found that I really liked the Lee Jean's Relaxed Fit range. I wanted to pick up another pair of jeans from this line in the "skinny" fit.  I found a dark blue skinny jean that fit perfectly around my legs, but it would not zip up! And I refused to size up from the size 16. I loved the jeans so much that I'm determined to fit in them, hence inspiring this post!

I found this Skinny Jeans challenge on laurenconrad.com that I've been wanting to try for a long time. I figured that my new jeans-struggle would be the perfect opportunity for me to try this challenge and see if it works! It's a 7-day challenge, but I thought I would extend it to 14-days. What it boils down to is eating healthier, drinking more water, and exercising daily. The post on the LC website has a meal plan and the "rules" laid out very clearly. It's a little too intense for someone like me, so I'm going to modify it slightly. Basically here's my version of "the rules":

  • Drink 8-10 glasses of water a day
  • Eat no more than 1,500 calories per day
  • Eat 3 servings of fruit and 3 servings of vegetables per day
  • Keep carbohydrates to less than 180g and protein no less than 70g
  • Reduce sodium to less than 2,000mg per day
  • Exercise 5x a week
Seems fairly straightforward and easy, huh! By far the hardest thing to do (at least for me) is to eat enough protein, not go overboard on the carbs, and keep my sodium in check. The end goal for me is to be able to zip up my new jeans in 2 weeks! I'm hoping that little goals like these are going to help me lose some pounds before starting residency. I'll be weighing in on how I did in two weeks, April 16! :) Also, I ordered some whey protein, which means that I can start doing strength training again. I also ordered Lauren Conrad's "Style" as a pick-me-up, which I cannot wait to read! 
 
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